I'm combating the inevitable freak out - no word on a new job.
Coping methods (so far):
1) Search for more jobs (incessant)
2) Talk about it (annoying to everyone around me)
3) Suppress it (lying)
4) Allow myself to panic for 5 minutes and get over it (therapeutic)
5) Pray (hard)
I feel like I'm gritting my teeth 24 hours a day.
I should stop - I'm not in the red zone just yet.
A few problems:
1) Slow right now in Production --- freelancing is no good
2) Beginning of the holiday season --- leaving for Christmas so working at a Restaurant is almost impossible
3) New hires mostly begin in the new year
Trying to get creative.
Breath in.
Breath out.
Nope, still feel that pit in my stomach.
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