I can't figure out the words.

I'm having a hard time constructing my thoughts.

I can't really say what I want to say.

I don't know what I should say.

I know exactly where I was a year ago today - down to the hour, minute, second.

I'm sorry for calling before you knew.

I miss you all.

I know we started something big.

I know there's a lot more jokes being told then tears being shed.

I know you're stronger than most.

I feel weaker sometimes.

I cry more.

I smile more.

I pray more.

You love more.

Your heart grows bigger.

The heavens get brighter.

The well dries up...

The water overflows.

I can't construct my sentences and manipulate my pen to tell you why.

I know there's a plan.

I know there's pain.

I know I'll be here and you'll be here.

I know he's there and I know He's there.

I know you know this.

I think that means we know enough.

I hope you're smiling.